A Letter To My Pregnant Self And Any Other Perfectionist Moms To Be

A Letter To My Pregnant Self And Any Other Perfectionist Moms To Be

I had many an illusions while I was pregnant and though my parenting journey is only of 5 years; I have realized that I was suffering from many a myths. So, if I could look back and talk to my pregnant self today; this is what I would inform myself. Maybe this would resonate with some of you and help others.

Dear Ms Wannabe perfectionist,

Hello mommy to be, I know you are excited and a little nervous. You are being very planned and organized for the baby. But, I want to tell you a few things so that you can enjoy your pregnancy to the fullest because henceforth you can forget about being planned as that word will escape your life’s dictionary.

A letter to my pregnant self and any other perfectionist moms to be

So here are my suggestions and you are hereby forewarned:

Stop judging the mothers of the children that you think are spoilt. Stop questioning other people’s parenting styles and for goodness sake stop trying to perfect your own parenting style in your head. For all the strong opinions you have, you are now about to discover confusion and chaos and indecision and yes you shall finally learn spontaneity. So, these very parents that you judge in your mind can come to your rescue when your times of confusion begin.

You know how you like an organized house and you think that you will be able to train your child into adapting your methods; well this idea shall be the biggest joke ever. Your love of all things white in the house shall become a love that will be stained with many things ranging from human excrement to pulpy fruit! Let me inform you that your child at 6 months will be a mini version of your adamant self of when you were 16 years. Yes, you will get a dose of your own medicine in double strength! Karma is a bxxxx. So, while you are drooling over the onesies and stocking the toy cupboard; don’t forget to stock the bar too to help you along.

I know right now you are tired of the wait, you think you can’t sleep because of the pregnancy and you are mistaken. These are your good days honey. You shall be very soon sleep deprived and you will feel like a zombie on most days. Sleep when the baby sleeps will not work for you, because you are a wannabe perfectionist. As soon as the baby sleeps you will get back to making things perfect so let me burst the bubble and ask you to read point 2 again. So enjoy whatever sleep you are getting now and you can buy some magic concealers for the dark circles you are about to get.

Pregnant woman sleeping

While we are on the subject of innovative make up used to hide flaws, let me inform you that no amount of jojoba oil and coconut butter is going to help you in your stretch marks so get ready to bear those marks on your body with the pride that motherhood shall bring.

Yes, motherhood shall bring pride. And you know what else motherhood will bring, unconditional love like you have never experienced before. You heart will be full and you will turn into a guardian and ninja mother and you will love it (mostly). But, it shall also bring sometimes the friends of guilt that are confusion, indecision, worry, dilemma and uncertainty. However, love will conquer it all.


So, while you are pregnant and wondering if you should take that epidural; spend time with yourself strengthening you mind, soul and spirit. Spend quality time with the husband for there will be moments when you would perhaps want to kill him for impregnating you; resist that temptation for he will make a handy help with the little one! Spend quality time with your mother for you will respect the lady more going forward for bearing and rearing you and for all the guidance and support you shall receive.


And now, Miss wannabe perfectionist let me highlight the biggest myth that is- there can be perfection in parenting. You have planned everything in your life but while being organized sorted and scheduled will help so will spontaneity, improvising and being whimsical. You will learn that imperfect parents are better than the perfect ones (look at your own parents and you turned out okay). So relax for there is no way that you have all the answers and enjoy the journey for it shall unravel many mysteries. And blossom in the love for that is absolute.

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56 Comment(s)

  • Rupal Mohta
    by rupal Posted October 30, 2017 10:08 pm

    Shivani you read my mind.parenting is anything but perfection and go with the flow we must but may i add being a mum to two i am given to understand that planning definitely helps it eases your daily upheaval at parenting tasks and better sense prevails as the day ends.

    • Shivani Thakral
      by Shivan Thakral Posted October 31, 2017 11:10 am

      yes , we can all learn that; you are one of the best juggler moms that i know of! thx for commenting

  • by Shruti Posted October 30, 2017 10:09 pm

    Great read! Hindsight is such a great friend….. i hope we can let go a little and enjoy the journey…..

    • Shivani Thakral
      by Shivan Thakral Posted October 31, 2017 11:11 am

      and such a lovely journey it shall be…..the more the merrier!!

      • by Chavi Hemanth Posted October 31, 2017 11:52 pm

        👍 Perfect Shivani !
        With a 20 year old and a 12 year old. I have to say following :
        All will be well .
        Look at solutions don’t be judgemental
        Take help form any one who is ready to support
        Don’t make grand parents on either side take on the primary part of parenting

        Don’t give up your work and your financial independence .
        Take paid help
        When u get stuck use google it’s faster then mommy groups . When u have just started on your journey .
        Rest you will learn and unlearn what works now for that moment
        Life is constant change
        Last if they have decided to go down the tube pull them up again and again without nagging and here planning is essential 💕💕 why that is the only choice as parents
        Continue being you and focus on you as well 💄💄❤️❤️

        • Shivani Thakral
          by Shivani Thakral Posted November 1, 2017 12:35 am

          Thx for commenting Chavvi! Such lovely words from you

  • by Manvika Posted October 30, 2017 10:10 pm

    What a beautiful read !! Loved it Shivani !

    • Shivani Thakral
      by Shivan Thakral Posted October 31, 2017 11:16 am

      cheers! thanks for commenting

  • by Geetika (mother of 2 lil monsters) Posted October 30, 2017 10:19 pm


    • Shivani Thakral
      by Shivan Thakral Posted October 31, 2017 11:17 am

      thank you for commenting!

  • by Swati Posted October 30, 2017 10:20 pm

    Excellent!!!!! Very well written Shivani 👍

    • Shivani Thakral
      by Shivan Thakral Posted October 31, 2017 11:18 am

      cheers! thx for commenting

  • by Chhaya Posted October 30, 2017 10:31 pm

    Very well executed. I can totally relate it with my both the pregnancies. Made me laugh on my own journey.
    Loved it

    • Shivani Thakral
      by Shivan Thakral Posted October 31, 2017 11:19 am

      thanks chhaya for the lovely compliment!

  • Prerna Wahi
    by Prerna Wahi Posted October 30, 2017 10:35 pm

    Superb write up!!! I can see myself in so many lines. Struck a chord with me for sure. Keep writing!

  • by Kavita dayani Posted October 30, 2017 11:13 pm

    Excellent. Right from the heart.

  • by Pallavi Posted October 30, 2017 11:19 pm

    Absolutely true, Shivani!

  • by Rajneesh Doohan Posted October 30, 2017 11:25 pm

    Great read Shivani! I can relate to the parenthood bejng more of an art rather than being a science. Most times , we tend to overcomplicate our liives. Enjoying the chaos is the key 🙂

  • by Anuradha Kishore Posted October 30, 2017 11:37 pm

    Wow Shivani !Loved it ! You have so beautifully captured the essence of the self-inflicted lull and the storm that follows !
    Perfect Parent is an oxymoron by definition . Contrasting words knitted together to give you hope for the future that what you are getting into will not kill you , it will at the most make you a little stranger. I agree with every word of yours Shivani as you have clearly washed away any and all myths about what lies ahead. Parenthood teaches you the art of wrestling with your own emotions of care , concern , worries, fear , love ,compassion, envy and pride all mostly within the span on the same day on most days. And to add to that heady mix you also get dollops of exhaustion and sleeplessness.
    Enjoy the ride …its full of memories you’ll cherish forever.

  • by Kavita Gupta Posted October 31, 2017 4:35 am

    Very well articulated Shivani and could relate to it so much .

  • by Dr.Pooja Kaushik Chopra Posted October 31, 2017 6:42 am

    Very well written! Trip down memory lane..

  • by Neeru Posted October 31, 2017 6:46 am

    Hey a total eye opener for expecting moms . This article made me go back down the memory lane when I was a young mother . My son is 18 years old now ., I wish somebody had prepared me for all the motherhood challenges then .

  • by Sheetal jain Posted October 31, 2017 7:57 am

    Nice article informative also good to read after so many years

  • by Sheetal jain Posted October 31, 2017 7:58 am


  • by SAROSH K DASTOOR Posted October 31, 2017 8:21 am

    A good read even for guys. Could relate to a lot of it.

  • by Nadish Posted October 31, 2017 8:29 am

    Well captured! On a lighter note, I am confident I also helped u with the cocktails!

  • by Mohan Posted October 31, 2017 8:41 am

    Sweet n simple words but with a profound meaning.
    Keep it up God Bless

  • by Kaustubh Posted October 31, 2017 8:55 am

    Very insightful and sagacious article

  • by SUDHEER P NAIR Posted October 31, 2017 9:47 am

    Excellent, shivan.

  • by Joshi Posted October 31, 2017 9:58 am

    Excellent work Mrs Shivani..keep on writing… all the very best to you, your son and Mr Nadish..

    • by Ekta Posted October 31, 2017 3:35 pm

      Thank you Mr.Joshi

  • by Nishita Posted October 31, 2017 10:32 am

    Super write up. I am sure it Wud be an eye opener for many moms to be or I who are already going through this beautiful phase. Excellent work

    • by Ekta Posted October 31, 2017 3:34 pm

      Thanks Nishtha for these encouraging words!

  • by Ritu tandon Posted October 31, 2017 10:34 am

    Very well written..

  • by Michelle Posted October 31, 2017 11:26 am

    Love the way you penned down the reality of becoming a parent! Especially when we are still in the planning phase, it’s good to know what exactly to expect!

    • by Ekta Posted October 31, 2017 3:26 pm

      Thanks Michelle. Well articuated by Shivani!

  • by Surkhab Posted October 31, 2017 12:01 pm

    Great article! More power to you 🙂

    • by Ekta Posted October 31, 2017 3:25 pm

      Thanks Surkhab! Great article.

  • by Kapil Posted October 31, 2017 1:25 pm

    Very well written ……..

    • by Ekta Posted October 31, 2017 3:22 pm

      Thank you Kapil!

  • by Anupam Sharks Posted October 31, 2017 2:59 pm

    Very nice article , it’s true there in no set formula of perfect parenting except abundance of love & care

  • by Anupam Sharma Posted October 31, 2017 3:02 pm

    Very nice article, it’s true there is no set formula for perfect parenting except abundance of love & care

    • by Ekta Posted October 31, 2017 3:22 pm

      Thank you Anupam. Parenting is all about Love and extra bit of patience 🙂

  • by Zeenia Posted October 31, 2017 3:30 pm

    Love it !

  • by Rathna Posted October 31, 2017 9:04 pm

    Nice information…

  • by Meenakshi Posted October 31, 2017 9:19 pm

    Nice read Shivani.Parenting is the toughest job of all.

  • by Usha Posted October 31, 2017 9:25 pm

    I am a mother with teens and what you wrote resonated so much…not just when the kids were tiny, but even now! The one and only truth, as you rightly point out, is that there’s no such thing as a perfect parent….we all try our best, and that’s the closest one can get to perfection…very wel written…echoes every mom’s feelings!

    • Shivani Thakral
      by Shivani Thakral Posted November 1, 2017 12:36 am

      Thank you for commenting and your kind words!

  • by Pankhuri Posted November 1, 2017 12:58 pm

    What a wonderful read Shivani. The one thing that resonates most is that each ones journey is different and therefore no judgements on anyone’s parenting . We all try our best and if the kids are healthy and happy then nothing else matters. Keep writing .

  • by Disha Bhandari Posted November 2, 2017 10:19 am

    A great read as usual… coming from you… totally agree on how no amount of planning or information can prepare you for what to expect at any stage… letting go and embracing the moment is what works for me! Keep it going shivani… can see you are really enjoying this topic of parenting!

  • by Shafali Posted November 2, 2017 5:37 pm

    This is a wonderful expression of the journey from mom to be and to mom…. it took back to the lane of memories …a couple of years back… the amount of planning i did and what actually happened …. and today…. begin a mother of 5 years old still he has the ability to fails all my plans either to be perfect mother or even to spend a simple (so called) perfect Sunday…….
    And completely in agreement that there is no single way or a formula which works in all situations. every situation is different and needs you u then n there…. as always enjoy you realizing since they are so close to reality…..
    Keep writing and we shall have a happy reading time……All the best…

  • by Vasundhara Posted November 3, 2017 11:05 am

    Well-Written Write-up Woven with Wit, Shivani. I can’t agree more; stretch marks remind us the blissfulness of motherhood while reiterating the translated Latin phrase ‘Man proposes God disposes’. Would second that our mom & spouse would be the victims of our outbursts and shock absorbers of our tantrums. Realizing this many corporates are introducing Paternity Leave. Yup, it’s all Love, “Love is Old, Love is New, Love is All….”. No rest to your pen Shivani. 🙂

  • by Neha Posted November 6, 2017 10:37 am

    Great read Shivani !

  • by Mel Posted November 8, 2017 10:44 pm

    Great write up…to guide the constantly confused first time mother especially… thanks for sharing

  • by Damian Posted November 8, 2017 10:50 pm

    Enjoyed the read.With a little one on the way I found myself heading towards my perfect methodical ways and reminding myself that I’ll be different! I don’t think that’s gonna happen given your experience.Thanks for the heads up!Will be better prepared for the chaos to come…will take a step back and enjoy the journey. Liked the way you have summed it up.Thanks!

  • by Monessa Dhiman Grover Posted November 10, 2017 12:13 pm

    SO true Shivani .. very well explained, felt like I was reading my story except the stretch marks part.. I was lucky in that I guess.. but absolutely fantastic writing skills.. love whatever u write 👍

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